The fool! He is a married man - what does he think I am! Wants to know why I don't sit close to him. He is beginning to annoy me. What can I do?
I heard today through a third party that Mr. Sexton would be more than glad to take me "places" but he "knows" I won't go with him. I wonder what I would do if he were to ask me? I've been afraid to admire him because I know he will step out of my life as he stepped into it. He is on a different plane - entirely out of my reach.
I haven't seen John for two days and somehow I miss him terribly. I want to tell him I love and need him - but dare not. Too proud!