Dressed for dinner and took a long walk with Brother.
I believe I do laugh more than I used to. Perhaps it is nervousness. Alice insists that my mind is affected. "I'm perfectly serious about it" she informed Mother because I laugh at what she thinks is nothing.
I believe we don't really know when we are happy. A few years ago I thought I was happy but there was a lot of pain with it. At present, I am absolutely carefree but don't know whether I am happy or not.