Sometimes there are whole days when the thought of him hardly enters my mind but today has been different. I have thought of him at every turn.
"Right or wrong - I can't help it! Why did the good Lord have to make you so lovely, so attractive, so desirable. What can I do?" Why could it not have been John? As is - it was just a pretty speech that had no effect on me. "You're like a magnet driving me to you and I am defenseless."