1:30 AM - Both of us wanting and yet not daring!
I'm almost sorry I began to read the Book of Marriage edited by Kyserling. It makes me feel that there is no happiness in married life - and so now I have nothing to look forward to. As each dream or ideal is broken it embitters me until some day I shall be an unbearable person to live with. I cannot seem to help myself. I am not happy and see no way in which to find happiness.