And I keep on loving him in spite of myself. John is purposely and deliberately trying to change his disposition. I loved him as the idealist that he was - why should he try to be so philosophical. Why does he force himself to be so cold and distant? Why doesn't he deliberately take me into his arms and tell me he can't live without me? Why doesn't he tell me he loves me and that no one else in the world would fill my place? Why does he starve me - if he really loves me? Why do I love him?
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