Finally, the break has come again. Every fall of my life it seems that my health tries to give out.
“I’d like to see you married! It would be the best thing in the world for you” but he added – “You’re not going to try to keep your position, too, are you? You can’t do it!” I’ve got to do it. “It will be your funeral.” There will be justifiable homicide if anyone tells John the truth. At least there will be a few months of happiness with him before the funeral.