At Mary's last evening were young married couples. Do I want to be one of them? No, that isn't what I want.
At Eva's today I entered into the conversation the gaiety of girls my own age, girls who went to school with me - but I was not one of them. Is that what I want? - no again.
John comes - the one person with whom I am free, with whom I do not act - it is not he that I want.