Sophistication is not a trait of mine and to assume it is hard because it is not natural.
"Being oneself" is O.K. if one's self is attractive to others. I'm just not the kind of girl men like and the trouble lies in the fact that I like men.
I'm finding out that many things John told me are true even though I blamed him for being an extremist and not like other people.
God bless him - he was right about so many things. I wish I had him back. Hughie claims John still loves me.